That should be me.

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Hello there. Its been a long time since I last update my blog. Okay soo school? I barely make it to second year but Alhamdulillah I did. Managed to just pass one of my weakest module, which I obtained a mark of 1 over 20 for the second quiz. Thank god I achieved a D grade for that particular module.. Most probably is because I got a 31/50 for my term test for that module. And yeah, finally I'm in Year 2 (: . However, it saddens me as my class is now became a small class.. I think about 10 of them didn't make it for some of their module and hence had to be separated to a different class.

Well, see the picture up there? Yes, I received another bursary award from ITE. They must be generous cause its already over a year since I graduated from ITE but they still decided to give me the Edusave Bursary Award. Hehehehe I'm now half a thousand richer thanks to them (: . Well yeah, we were put into random groups during the session and a junior of mine were also in my group. As per normal, did some introduction, yadayadayada and played a game. Well, we had to partner up with someone and were given a newspaper to somewhat tie one of our hands up. The objective of the game is to tear your opponent newspaper. I partnered up with a girl... it was really AWKWARD! But what to do, so I just partner up with her. She was a malay, wearing hijab. All that I remembered is that she is in silat. I don't know her name, I don't know from which school she's from. Yeh so during the game, we were soo into the game that we didn't realised that we were holding each other hands tied. I only realised it when the game host ask us to stop awhile. Wow that was really the first time in my life that I hold a girl hand. Kental right I know. But as from what I remember, that was perhaps my first time or perhaps my first time in a very long time. Rasa terharu, gembira sangat sangat! But I really regret cause I didn't ask for her name, or her contact, or her facebook, or her twitter, or her instagram.. or anything you can think of... Yup, now I'm just feeling real down cause I know that I won't get to see her again.. or maybe there's still a chance if fate bring us back together again.

That's taken yesterday night after last minute revision for Maths quiz at the library project room. Heh. I think I did okay for the quiz.. Really hope to get at least a pass. Soo.. its the new semester and I've not been focusing for the pass few weeks. I don't know why but I'm still in holiday mood. Been skipping the morning lectures for weeks.. Not a good sign really.. I just don't know why... Anyway, I've been exempted from Engineering Drawing this semester. YAY! This means I've got 4 hours of break on Monday. And for the next semester, 2.1, I've been exempted from Machining! Hehehehehe.

So there's this girl, a year 1 student. I know cause just now during CCN Day, she's there too. I think she's from engineering school as I always see her there. Well, I've been slipping away all the possible chances that I'd to talk to her. I don't know.. Whenever I see her around, I'd like to have a chat with her. Perhaps a simple 'hi' will do but I'm just too afraid. Anxiety. Low self-esteem. And after all the possible chance, I would surely regret as I let it slip away. Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggghhhh )): Perhaps, she's just a stranger and I don't know how to start a conversation with her. It'll be awkward lah.. She doesn't know me and neither do I. Hmmmmmmmmm.