That should be me.

Its being washed away by the waves. ):

Its really funny looking at the situation. Yep it is. I've learn that promises are meant to be broken and that I really should not trust deeply into anyone's words. Not even a single person can be fully trusted, really. Well, maybe, there's only a few that really could be trusted. Hmm.. I wonder. So that's the lesson learned. Why can't you just tell me the truth? Its really fine for me. I've been wondering all the while until I've found out myself, what really is happening. And I'm still wondering, if that story that I heard is true. If it is, than, I'm speechless. I just need a confirmation, and a prove. Well, I just felt like pouring everything that's in my mind here, but hey, I won't know whose reading my blog. I've got my reasons for deactivating my Facebook account. Well, maybe, I should changed my number too. Who knows? Yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift. Thanks for everything, well at least I've learn something from this. Thanks for being the teacher for guiding me through this subject. I really appreciate it. I'll just keep quiet from now on. I'll be happy if you're happy. Its your life, you decide it, no one can decide it for you. Now, I really wonder what should I do, when that day comes. Should I or should I not.. I really don't know. If I didn't, than, that could possibly means that I'm stingy. But if I give.. hmm. Let's just see how it goes since its a few more months away. As for that particular thing, I promised, it would be saved, protected from any harm. I'll just abandoned it in the cabinet or somewhere else and forget about it. And someone says that I'm already giving up. I know that I shouldn't, but instead, keep on fighting till the end. But I don't want to create any enemies. I don't wish for that to happen. I don't know what to do. And I bet, if you're in my shoes, you'll surely understand what's on my mind and I bet that you won't know what to do too. Let's move on Taufiq. Yes you can. No matter how terrible you're feeling inside, just keep on smiling. Smile, to senangkan hati orang walaupun hati sendiri dikecewakan. Just concentrate on your studies now, please. This year is really a crucial year for you. It would decide your future. And as for now, I promised, never to let any obstacle bring me down again. If there's still, I'll fight it. I promised.

Follow your heart, not your eyes. (: